two nights in a row i dreamed about Zach. the dreams about him aren't pleasant, more disturbing. in the dreams he aggressively ignores me or confronts me...kind of like real life! so why is he invading my dreams all of the sudden.
tonight i fell asleep during a rerun of SNL. I dreamed that i was on a road trip and trying to decide what car to buy. since we (a group of unknowns) were in a different state, the car i wanted wasn't there. I felt worried in the dream about making a car purchase.....kind of like real life! I just bought a car almost 2 weeks ago, and feel mildly significant buyers remorse. i daydream about winning a larger sum of money to pay off my loan.
there was a recurring component to the car dream i had today. i don't even know where to begin to explain it. my friend Jil is in it, but she doesn't look like Jil in the dream. She's sitting in a restaurant or maybe it's her apartment, but it's deserted. and there is nothing but old food in the fridge. but i can still order and some other people are setting up a feast in another room, and it's a gorgeous table. it's outside with sparkling lights and crisp white table linens. and it turns out it's a party for me. i can stay as long as i'd like. no one seems put out, they're all happy and don't mind that it's late. (it makes me think of the other world in "Coraline" before it becomes scary.) then i woke up because my pup needed to go outside.
i fuess there are a lot of theories about dreams, but no one really know....
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